If there is a trend for me this year, it's that my life keeps on going from bad to worse. Atleast the stock market has a bottom, but for me, the bottom seems boundless.
I have managed to wipe out most of my life savings via the stock market and a variety of bad things happening causing me to have more cash wiped out. I am also sick of tired of work. I got a tongue lashing today because one of the bosses wanted a spec sheet for some experiments I was to run.
Some other managers stepped in and told me that since I'm still new around here that I probably wasn't qualified to write one of those so I left it as is. So they tell me that I didn't have to write one. The boss comes to me and bugs me to make one, I ask one of my superiors to help me out, but I just can't get the ball rolling. So today, I had to tell the boss that I didn't have a spec sheet for him.
My day really sucked. I also got to wake up to an e-mail from my brokerage that I hit some margin limit on some options and they automatically liquidated some of my positions for a loss.
My life's just been a shit hitting the fan fest and it's depressing... and there's a lot of things that I can't say because my parents read this blog. The only thing I hear from them are complaints about what I write and I'm sick of it. Bloody sick of it.
I am tired of trying to please people like parents or superiors so I'm not going to try anymore. I'm not looking for a fight but it's time to follow my own conscience, it's time to go my own way. I've lost too much of myself trying to please everybody.... and that's it.
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